Ping is coming…and lows.

My Ping is scheduled to be delivered on Monday!  I so was hoping to be on it by Christmas or at least New Year’s but now I don’t see how that can happen.  I need to get set up on it (taught to use it) and get dosages from my doctor and stuff.  No way that’ll be done before January.  So I’m a little sad about that but at least I’m getting the pump.

Lows.  Why is it that anytime I go low I can’t control myself?  I start downing anything sweet.  My BS dropped a little while ago and my husband was asleep and useless to me so as quickly as I could I chowed down on a few packages of my son’s fruit snacks and moved on to making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and pouring a glass of milk.  I knew I was overdoing it but the low sets my sweet tooth into overdrive and I get ravenous and before I can really even think about it I find myself sitting there with a full belly and a somewhat satiated sugar craving.  Then I feel bad because I know my sugar’s going to be through the roof.